I just watched the everything lifehouse skit... again. Pair that with the end of Persuasion and I am a soggy mess. You did that for me. You love me, even when I was persuaded otherwise. Even when I don't feel like I love you. I mean, I will always love you, but I know I never love you enough. Oh God, I can have an intimate relationship with you. How crazy is that?!
I was just thinking this afternoon that I would write this to you and title it "Thoughts on inconsistency" because I'm often inconsistent with being with you, loving you, and as a result loving others. How could I possibly love you and yet be judgmental about my fellow humans???? It doesn't work.
I still think that way, but we'll make this work. I can't wait to find out how you are going to change me as I spend more and more time with you. Lord, whatever you have in store, Your will be done, not mine. If you have something for me to do, I will do it. If you have something you want me to change, I will change it. If you want me to have an attitude adjustment, by your grace it will be done.
Thank you. Thank goodness I don't have to explain how heart-felt that thank you is. You know :-)
Love,
